This past Saturday we celebrated my little girls 4th birthday. I can't believe she's 4 years old. Where does the time go?
So a party was to be had, and had a party we did (x's 2). Why x's 2?
Well on Sunday, Super Bowl Sunday, we had another celebration. A celebration of the Pittsburgh Steelers being the only 6 x's Super Bowl Champs. My husband was in heaven, although I thought I might have to take him to the ER in the last 2 minutes of the game. So you see 2 x's the celebration this weekend.
But, this weekend also brought sadness.
Sadness that my mother is no longer here to share and celebrate with us.
I was really, really, really missing her this weekend.
I was sad that my little girl will not have vivid memories of her.
Sad that in the 1 &1/2 years that she has been gone I hear less and less of her laugh.
Sad that I feel like a 4 old year little girl, lost and looking for her mommy. . .
I love & miss you, mom.